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Eye for an Eye
03:20
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Playing the helpless victim
Is your favorite game
But in these dark cold eyes
I see you just the same
Your cliche vendettas
They make me sick
Easy or moral
It’s your choice
Take your pick
You’re so intrusive and vain
Your dying poisoned brain
It kills me just to say that
You deserve the pain
You’re a harbinger of sorrow
Dedicated to hold me down
The hate I feel tomorrow
Is nothing to what you’ve made me now
You’re so intrusive and vain
Your dying poisoned brain
It kills me just to say that
You deserve the pain
Realize it’s not my fault
And you’re the one who played me like a fool
You’ve built up icy walls
Destroying everything close to you
You’re so intrusive and vain
Your dying poisoned brain
It kills me just to say that
You deserve the pain
You’re so intrusive and vain
Your dying poisoned brain
It kills me just to say that
You deserve the pain
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Solemn Farewell
03:11
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I’ve been staring at these pages for years
In a cyclical state
Replaying all my fears
And to trust oneself can only end in demise
Bare my teeth, show the facade, and all the lies
I was never here to begin with
Swallow my self-made myths
It was always slaughtering my pride
These are my last goodbyes
I’ve been suffocating
Tearing myself up
Reached the point of no return
I’ve had enough
With these solemn words
I leave it up to you
To hold back is to deceive
So tell the truth
I was never here to begin with
Swallow my self-made myths
It was always slaughtering my pride
These are my last goodbyes
And I don’t have a choice
Something has to die to feel free
Choking, lost my voice
Who am I supposed to be
I was never here to begin with
Swallow my self-made myths
It was always right by my side
These are my last goodbyes
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4. |
Alternate Vision
03:03
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I hate the rain
Washes away
My melancholy disguise
Time passes by
I don’t know why
I let myself down with every breath
Mandatory secrets kept
My memories unfold
Can’t remember the last time I slept
This feeling’s growing old, so
Just tear me away
I’m not from here
I disappear
Oh god, is this even real
Mandatory secrets kept
My memories unfold
Can’t remember the last time I slept
This feeling’s growing old
Just tear me away
My eyes are heavy from the weight of
My own growing lies
My chest is weak
Can’t feel a thing
I don’t want to survive
Just tear me away
Just want to be who I truly am
And seen without disguise
Tired of being seen through the Devil’s deceiving eyes
Just tear me away
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Vacant
02:58
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Reached the end before the beginning
In this empty space I’m swimming
I’m going blind
My mind is spinning
I’m done with thoughts
I’m tired of feeling
Asphyxiating words I craft to wound
Never quite reaching who
I wanna be, this all is too soon
Apologies, I know I erased you
And I didn’t mean to disappoint
But it’s all I’m good for at this point
Hollow out my skin and bones
I’ve wasted them
I didn’t mean to disappoint
But it’s all I’m good for at this point
Hollow out my skin and bones
I’ve wasted them
I’ll never grow
It’s over now
I’m over now
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