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Parasite

by AP Tobler

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1.
Your sickness seeps into my head You poison me and fill me with this dread I think it's our time now You want me come and take me Blind disciple It's your turn to beg Naive vessel You'll bleed instead Blind disciple It's you or their heads Useless vessel You'll bleed instead What's a finger or two In the grand scheme I think it's our time now You want me come and take me Blind disciple It's your turn to beg Naive vessel You'll bleed instead Blind disciple It's you or their heads Useless vessel You'll bleed instead Blind disciple It's your turn to beg Naive vessel You'll bleed instead Blind disciple It's you or their heads Useless vessel You'll bleed instead
2.
Roswell 03:26
I watched you Observed that you were all alone I wondered A souvenir for me to take home And your eyes screamed at me Please Take me with you Let me breathe Your sinful virtue You can call it an obsession You can call it what you want But I know You won't go I loved you Was your affection just a sick charade I loathed you Victory in this game of pain And your eyes screamed at me Please Take me with you Let me breathe Your sinful virtue You can call it an obsession You can call it what you want But I know You won't go And I'll follow you wherever you may roam Please tell me it's not Stockholm Syndrome You promised I was the only one Am I the only one Please Take me with you Let me breathe Your sinful virtue Please Take me with you Let me breathe Your sinful virtue You can call it an obsession You can call it what you want But I know You won't go
3.
Throw me in the deep Watch as I drown Crack my feeble teeth Ooh I know I've held this weight before Cut by solitude's sharp thorns A dread that's growing from my core Bury me Graveyard of the divine Life sinks it's jagged teeth into my fractured mind 'Til death tears me apart I'm undefined Take my soul leave my body behind Collapsing Relapse into the past A dread that's growing in my chest Bury me Graveyard of the divine Life sinks it's jagged teeth into my fractured mind 'Til death tears me apart I'm undefined Take my soul leave my body behind Bury me Graveyard of the divine Life sinks it's jagged teeth into my fractured mind 'Til death tears me apart I'm undefined Take my soul leave my body behind
4.
Parasite 04:08
I'm polluted A manifestation of carbon monoxide I'm ruined A wretched ghoul without a mind Is it true that what I seek doesn't exist Is this it Your trust I will betray I'll burrow in your brain Infected you'll decay With nothing more to say Siphon your blood until you fall asleep It's over now The poisons gone too deep I'm a user A parasitic vessel without reason I'll never Find the purpose that I want Is it true that what I seek doesn't exist Is this it Your trust I will betray I'll burrow in your brain Infected you'll decay With nothing more to say Siphon your blood until you fall asleep It's over now The poisons gone too deep Your trust I will betray I'll burrow in your brain Infected you'll decay With nothing more to say Siphon your blood until you fall asleep It's over now The poisons gone too deep Siphon your blood until you fall asleep It's over now The poisons gone too deep
5.
Toss your dirty shoes In my washing machine heart Baby bang it up inside I’m not wearing my usual lipstick I thought maybe we would kiss tonight Baby will you kiss me already and Toss your dirty shoes In my washing machine heart Baby bang it up inside Baby though I’ve closed my eyes I know who you pretend I am I know who you pretend I am Do mi ti Why not me Why not me Do mi ti Why not me Why not me
6.
Death Waltz 02:56
Pressure to bear Atlas's burden can't be shared The weight of my heart Will tear me apart Insatiable I'll consume you A vice that I always stay true to Ravenous I cannot be fed Tantalus I can taste you A price that forever is due Paralyzed by this empty desire Broke every mirror Sick of looking into those eyes You're not really here A trick of the mind Your tangled arms Take me into a cruel embrace Sisyphean task It's all that I ask Insatiable I'll consume you A vice that I always stay true to Ravenous I cannot be fed Tantalus I can taste you A price that forever is due Paralyzed by this empty desire For you
7.
Turtle Song 03:45
Why do the best things always hurt the most Sadistic game created by who knows I'm spent from killing myself every day Latch on to phrases Yeah I'll be okay I'm stuck between the cracks Living among the ash I'll do what's right and you'll still break my heart A shred of care shouldn't tear you apart Look right through me Is this all I'll be An empty shell In my self-made hell Incapable of change And it's you I want to blame It's such a shame Now I've cursed my own name Look right through me Is this all I'll be An empty shell In my self-made hell Ooh Ahh Ooh Ahh Shut up Shut up Shut up Shut up

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released April 5, 2024

Music and Lyrics: Annapurna Knox Tobler
Performance: AP Tobler
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Ryan Perras at District Recording San Jose, CA
Video and Artwork: Type It Down Productions

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