1. |
Luvhate (Re-Recorded)
03:15
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I don't wanna sleep
I'm wasting too much time
My dreams are empty
Are yours?
I don't wanna die
Why can't I have more time?
I feel I'm floating on the floor (on the floor)
Not gonna give away my life
Just to be stuck in this divide
I sleep and dream my own demise
I don't want to die
If I should fall asleep
I won't go in too deep
See it through mind's eye
I don't want to die
Don't tell me it's alright
I know it's not
Drowning voices ring true
I'm not given time or even afterthought
I think I'm starting to unglue (to unglue)
Not gonna give away my life
Just to be stuck in this divide
I sleep and dream my own demise
I don't want to die
If I should fall asleep
I won't go in too deep
I see through death's disguise
I don't want to die
Not gonna give away my life
Just to be stuck in this divide
I sleep and dream my own demise
I don't want to die
If I should fall asleep
I won't go in too deep
See it through mind's eye
I don't want to die
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2. |
Stingray (Re-Recorded)
04:05
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I just want to wish you the best
But I don't want you to go
Have I fatigued our love
By shadowing your soul
Intergalactic connections
Fueling conversation
I feel weightless
Memories of us
Unbroken hearts, unbroken trust
A future seems so unclear we were scraping dust
I feel dead inside
And all I wanna do is hide
Nurture over nature
Now I've lost all pride
I don't want to care
I'm careless 'cept for you
I just want to go
And hide within the move
This house is haunted by my ghost
I'm dedicated to
What is on your tongue
Beginning to unglue
I'm a fly on your wall
I'm your emotional haul
Gleeful sights on depressing nights
How much longer can I take this life
Like gasoline polluting me and poisoning my mind
I don't want to care
I'm careless 'cept for you
I just want to go
And hide within the move
This house is haunted by my ghost
I'm dedicated to
What is on your tongue
Beginning to unglue
Beginning to unglue
I wish you would care
My mind is seeping through
Feeling you leave my bones is a hollowing truth
Sitting in that rocking chair viewing all I value
Learning each and every thing
Is worth nothing without you
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3. |
Lazy Eye (Re-Recorded)
03:56
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Hum of high voltage
In the back of my head
The crows' cries
Fill me with dread
These twisted reigns wrap around my throat
Like a marionette
I'm being controlled
For now I shroud myself
In this temporary high
You know I fear becoming the villain
But this darkness is sometimes thrilling
Betrayal in good intention
I'm dying to be forgiven
I masquerade my pain with laughter
With each blink another chapter
Sleepless nights of feeling vile
Break me I won't cease to smile
For now I shroud myself
In this temporary high
Another day of feeling sick
I don't think I can overcome this
Another day of hell on earth
But I still care
For what it's worth
You know I fear becoming a villain
But this darkness is sometimes thrilling
Betrayal in good intentions
I'm dying to be forgiven
You know I fear becoming the villain
But this darkness is sometimes thrilling
Betrayal in good intention
I'm dying to be forgiven
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4. |
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If you could just say one more word
What would it be
Broken glass over your lips
Eyes wide open
But you can't see
In a labyrinth of my own demise
Your cold gaze
It brings me to my knees
In this cage, I can't breathe enough
But I promise
I promise
It's out of sympathy
And I'm always dissecting tomorrow
Can't you tell
Can't you tell that I'm hollow
Throw me in the deep end
I'm tired of sleeping
I'm too far gone
My life is on standby
No control
What I see through these eyes
What kind of life if any
It's slowly killing me
And I'm always dissecting tomorrow
Can't you tell
Can't you tell that I'm hollow
Throw me in the deep end
I'm tired of sleeping
I'm too far gone
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5. |
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Stuck inside my thoughts
And it feels like eternity
My words are powerless
It's impossible
Impossible to speak
In my haunted slumbers
From which I can't wake
I'm slipping under
Gone too far
It's too late
And I need help
I need this to end
Too powerful
I fall beneath it all again
The enemy is me
A psychological defeat
But fear enshrouds my soul
It cages me and takes control
In my haunted slumbers
From which I can't wake
I'm slipping under
Gone too far
It's too late
And I need help
I need this to end
Too powerful
I fall beneath it all again
In my haunted slumbers
From which I can't wake
I'm slipping under
Gone too far
It's too late
And I need help
I need this to end
Too powerful
I fall beneath it all again
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6. |
Luvhate
03:18
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I don't wanna sleep
I'm wasting too much time
My dreams are empty
Are yours?
I don't wanna die
Why can't I have more time?
I feel I'm floating on the floor (on the floor)
Not gonna give away my life
Just to be stuck in this divide
I sleep and dream my own demise
I don't want to die
If I should fall asleep
I won't go in too deep
See it through mind's eye
I don't want to die
Don't tell me it's alright
I know it's not
Drowning voices ring true
I'm not given time or even afterthought
I think I'm starting to unglue (to unglue)
Not gonna give away my life
Just to be stuck in this divide
I sleep and dream my own demise
I don't want to die
If I should fall asleep
I won't go in too deep
I see through death's disguise
I don't want to die
Not gonna give away my life
Just to be stuck in this divide
I sleep and dream my own demise
I don't want to die
If I should fall asleep
I won't go in too deep
See it through mind's eye
I don't want to die
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7. |
Stingray
04:18
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I just want to wish you the best
But I don't want you to go
Have I fatigued our love
By shadowing your soul
Intergalactic connections
Fueling conversation
I feel weightless
Memories of us
Cheesy movies on the bus
A future seems so unclear we were scraping dust
I feel dead inside
And all I wanna do is hide
Nurture over nature
Now I've lost all pride
I don't want to care
I'm careless 'cept for you
I just want to go
And hide within the move
This house is haunted by my ghost
I'm dedicated to
What is on your tongue
Beginning to unglue
I'm a fly on your wall
I'm your emotional haul
Gleeful sights on depressing nights
How much longer can I take this life
Like gasoline polluting me and poisoning my mind
I don't want to care
I'm careless 'cept for you
I just want to go
And hide within the move
This house is haunted by my ghost
I'm dedicated to
What is on your tongue
Beginning to unglue
Beginning to unglue
I wish you would care
My mind is seeping through
Feeling you leave my bones is a hollowing truth
Sitting in that rocking chair viewing all I value
Learning each and every thing
Is worth nothing without you
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8. |
Lazy Eye
04:30
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Hum of high voltage
In the back of my head
The crows' cries
Fill me with dread
These twisted reigns wrap around my throat
Like a marionette
I'm being controlled
For now I shroud myself
In this temporary high
You know I fear becoming the villain
But this darkness is sometimes thrilling
Betrayal in good intention
I'm dying to be forgiven
I masquerade my pain with laughter
With each blink another chapter
Sleepless nights of feeling vile
Break me I won't cease to smile
For now I shroud myself
In this temporary high
Another day of feeling sick
I don't think I can overcome this
Another day of hell on earth
But I still care
For what it's worth
You know I fear becoming a villain
But this darkness is sometimes thrilling
Betrayal in good intentions
I'm dying to be forgiven
You know I fear becoming the villain
But this darkness is sometimes thrilling
Betrayal in good intention
I'm dying to be forgiven
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9. |
Post Mortem
03:47
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If you could just say one more word
What would it be
Broken glass over your lips
Eyes wide open
But you can't see
In a labyrinth of my own demise
Your cold gaze
It brings me to my knees
In this cage, I can't breathe enough
But I promise
I promise
It's out of sympathy
And I'm always dissecting tomorrow
Can't you tell
Can't you tell that I'm hollow
Throw me in the deep end
I'm tired of sleeping
I'm too far gone
My life is on standby
No control
What I see through these eyes
What kind of life if any
It's slowly killing me
And I'm always dissecting tomorrow
Can't you tell
Can't you tell that I'm hollow
Throw me in the deep end
I'm tired of sleeping
I'm too far gone
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10. |
Mercury Twin
03:56
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Stuck inside my thoughts
And it feels like eternity
My words are powerless
It's impossible
Impossible to speak
In my haunted slumbers
From which I can't wake
I'm slipping under
Gone too far
It's too late
And I need help
I need this to end
Too powerful
I fall beneath it all again
The enemy is me
A psychological defeat
But fear enshrouds my soul
It cages me and takes control
In my haunted slumbers
From which I can't wake
I'm slipping under
Gone too far
It's too late
And I need help
I need this to end
Too powerful
I fall beneath it all again
In my haunted slumbers
From which I can't wake
I'm slipping under
Gone too far
It's too late
And I need help
I need this to end
Too powerful
I fall beneath it all again
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